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24 October 2010 @ 07:43 pm
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I wanted to learn everything about you, to drown myself in your thoughts. What you like and hate, what you do and say. I spent all of my time with you, trying to find out who you were. What makes you tick, and what makes you smile. Taking mental notes to remember how to make your day. In the back of my mind, I hoped that you were doing the same.
Things were going great as we started to open up and discover things about each other that we never knew. I could tell things were being left out, avoided on purpose, but I figured it was just nerves. Maybe fearful of our new feelings toward each other, or other people’s reactions. But the words slipped out of your mouth, stunning me, caught off guard. Frozen next to you, I realized that was a test. A test that I had most likely failed. My reaction was not what you hoped for, but I didn’t know what else to do.
Days later i was nervous, what would happen now? Thoughts clouded my mind, as pictures flashed. I can’t stop thinking about the words, or the pictures they form in my mind. I’ve fallen for you, a boy who makes me smile. For the first time in a while, I am truly happy with you. You’ve done something that I can’t forget, and it may cost us everything we’ve worked for. Then again… I could just turn the other cheek…
 
 
 
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